Right so I am back…
Yes boys and girl I am alive and at the moment feeling super. The current events that have taken place in my life the last couple of months has been: Wait when last was I on here? Don’t know either. Owk let me get going on where I think i left off last.
So last time I think i was busy with my exams, yes I know that was last year like 2012 and we are now in 2013 (the it year for me or so I definitely think). Anyways after exams I actually went out and guess what? Got a job. Oh , and yes I am proud of myself too. I was a general all_rounder at a sports wear and school clothing shop in an area close to where I life. See nothing is impossible. I thought I would never get a job guess with dedication comes rewards. Most def!. I went to see the manager and he was so impressed with me that I started that same day oh my. I left the job like last month.
Before you go jumping on your high horse. I worked there for almost three full months. No, child I was not fired hah. I had to leave because of my studies. So yeah I was a casual. I was also invited to return to the work anytime. My colleagues and boss just loves me. Anyhow so during Jan I got a call from my uni that I am shortlisted for a job at the Legal Aid Clinic. Me shortlisted? And I have an interview asap.
I went to the interview and found out that they received 30 applications and chose 6 people me and some other oke was chosen to work for them. Hello chance of a life time. Anyhow so i check my email and find out that I got another job at my uni. Only catch is I am not allowed to have more than 1 job. Fuckers.
I chose the first job anyways cuz it goes more into my field of study. Oh yes I passed. Whoop for being a 3rd yearer. Pity the workload is more heavier. So oh and most importantly me and my Bokka are 7 months this month. Ahw. Yes I spended Christmas, and New Years Eve with my beloved R. I’m inlove people, I’m inlove.
Tommor is V day and I wanna spend it with my hubby but yeah I can’t always have my cake and eat it too. I might just get diabetic. Flip on the 15th I am writing my first big test for the year. A’s here I come, well only after I have studied lol. Ah I also got me a BB, I’ll tell you all about that later.
P.s I hope you all are doing fine.
I know it ha been quite awhile since my last blog. Things has been hectic. Not really but that’s my excuse. A few updates on my life: Yes me and my bf is still together although I don’t know for how long… I decided to ignore him for some or other reason. It’s also part of me testing him and he’s cool with it.
My finals are coming up so I might only be making a blog again next year or so, it depends on my mood and the circumstances. I’m feeling a bit sad and gloomy and stuff.
Yeah guess I’m missing Ruan, I won’t be seeing him for like a month but hey, that’s how I wanted it. I sure do have a load of work to study. Writing six modules in two weeks. Bad and heavy I tell you but it would feel nice once the year is over. Hardwork they call it.
Unfortunately I have to go as time is of the essence and I still have class to get to. My last class for the day but hey it sure is important. Oh I am not unemployed anymore. As of yet I got a job! Yeah well I will only start gloating about it once I receive my first pay check. SO for now it’s still under wraps. If you must know I am a transcriber at my university. Don’t know what it is? I’ll explain in due time once my first paycheck is in, promise. Just remind me.
Right as I was saying time is not on my hands. That’s because I was browsing my other account on a different website and by the time I realised that I can make a blog her it was like a few minutes ago. Was sitting at my desk since 12h40 pm. Silly me
So guess what has happened to me in the last couple of weeks? I got love or I found love or it found me either way I am in love and its awesome. I have an awesome Bf named Ruan and well we are utterly inlove and it feels too good to be true. We met 2 weeks ago and had a fab time together, talking for 8 hours. Then we actually made out because there was a connection a very strong bond. Stuff you see in the movies.
So last week Thursday I met his parents and family. I know we might be moving too fast but we don’t care. We have this kind of comfortability that is so remarkably unbelievable. We call our relationship a journey,and our journey has a lot of adventures in it. We are even talking well considering moving in together and starting a life. My guardian is owk with him he’s family accepts me and we want to be together.
But because of my studies we decided that we need 2 weeks away from one another. He says the most loveable things ever. Like ‘We are going to be forever and he’ll never leave me’. I still get butterflies. Did I tell you that I was paralysed the first time we kissed? Seriously I could not move. Whatever this is it feels great and I don’t want it to end. Guess I found love. I want to spend the rest of my life with him and I mean it. He is the perfect boyfriend and everything that I ever wanted in a guy. Considerate, respectful, trustworthy, loveable, funny and he makes me extremely happy. So yeah I’ll keep you updated about whats popping in my love life.
For now cheers
I absolutely hate men. Well not all men just the ones in my life. A and H. Never wanna see them again. I mean if its okay for them to ignore me then it should be okay for me to ignore them too, you know? Freaking pissed at both of them. Luckily uni started and the marks are looking good. So I will be distracted for a while. This week is kind of hectic and I cannot wait for the weekend to start, I so need to rest my brains. A bit tired cause me and A chatted from 9pm till 1am and now I am drowsy. Forgive me.
Guess what? It looks like I grew 2 inches over night. Today while walking I could actually see the farmhouse over the wall without standing on my toes. How awesome is that? Phil is a liar and idiot. Ignoring me as if he has a right to. We were gonna do business together but he’s acting all freaking weird. Avoiding me and stuff. Last night I had an intensive convo with a guy who I can’t remember was in my class. His name is Is Osrick aka Ozzi. Very attractive and his name did seem familiar but I could not picture his face. I met him 7 years ago… Yeah how akward. He actually observed me and once he heard I was studying in the field of law he got offensive and started interogating me. WTF? IKR. That dude got some issues but maybe he was just high or something. Anyway, I am kinda out of thoughts right now so just gonna cheerio right now.
Owk this sucks, just typed out an entire essay for ya’ll to read and when I pressed the back space button, it vanished. So mad but anyway. So yeah I am alive and the reason why you have not heard from me in over almost two months was because as my topic suggests, I was on vac. As in vacation…
Yeah not really all that. I didn’t tour Europe or did anything fun. Got a few rest in but thats about it. The drama continued with the love triangle that I started and its just more confusing then ever. H and I are not broken up yet after I made up my mind and told him its over and lied to him about everything. Whats worrst is thet in 2 days time I am seeing him again. The thing with Armand aka A is also just so weird. I saw him 2 weeks ago and we were gonna meet up last week but no, I had to be a bitch and be cheeky. I haven’t heard from him in over 6 days now. So I suppose his ignoring me, I don’t blame him, I guess I deserve it. Only thing is that I can do the same.
Still unemployed but might not be for long. Got called by a masseus this morning and I can do it part-time since I am a full time student. I don’t know much about massages but apparently the training is provided free of charge. I’m supposed to meet the lady today so I ask of you to hold your fingers crossed, I really need a job. The pay is good, so she said although its commission based. I have no idea what kind of masseus business it is but I hope its a legitimate one.
Oh and I found out today that I have symptoms of ovulation. Thanks google… It sucks and this is the first time that I am noticing it. Guess I am getting old. Anyway I’ll catch ya’ll later.
So I’m back from vac as the topic suggests. That is the reason that I have not been posting blogs for almost a month and a half. Luckily I am back. Got a freaking pain in my side. And found out that I have symptoms of ovulation. Thank you google…
Anyway I guess its good to be alive hey. Wanna know how my vacation went? Just fine! Yeah everybody knows when a female says ‘just fine’ she means the total opposite. Which in my case utterly gashing true. Wicked I tell you. The love triangle is still in fued and now ever since I made my decision the oke I want is ignoring me. Now I’m falling back to the other guy. No do not judge, technically that is not cheating because he is still my boyfriend. Confusing, I know. But I am seeing H in 2 days time. I have not heard from A in 6 days now. He does not call or sms anymore. The last thing I told him (over a social website) was ‘ Maybe some other time. The last thing I want to do is waste your precious time’ Yip we were gonna see one another last week but since he reckoned that we only need 2 hours together, I postponed. 2 Hours, seriously? What is wrong with him? Anyway, so yeah back to school back to reality.
Still unemployed. But this might be good news, I don’t know but I got a call from a masseus and they are looking for people. I don’t know what kind of masseus it is but we are gonna meet up. Obviously I’m gonna do it part-time and the training is free. Even though its commission based. Atleast I might not be unemployed for long. S